I’m a whore

I’m almost in a sexual relationship with my coworker. No I haven’t performed any sexual acts (such as oral) but the sexual tension between him and myself is so strong that some other coworkers with their nosy asses we’re starting to notice so I had to keep my distance. So the other night during our break he asked me to be in a sexual relationship with him and I have been considering his offer. But something is off….

I don’t want to have sex with him and he doesn’t like it.

I don’t want him to tell my business and my mom finds out (yes kiddies my mom works at the same company).

I don’t want to jinx my chances at true love with the next man.

I told him that I was interested but after I said that I had to craziest feeling in my stomach and I didn’t like it. I thought it was gas but I realized it was anxiety. I thought to myself if I’m going through all of these feelings of anxiety then I’m not supposed to do it.

So why am I a whore?

Because with all that happening I still want him. Sexually. God help me.

 

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