Every now and again I have my doubts about blogging, especially about beauty blogging. This year I will be 29 years old and I’m not going to lie, I have some self-esteem issues. I had them since childhood and I really haven’t received the proper counseling but I think this blog has been helping me. It has been helping me connect with people from different walks of life, from countries that I only read about in books. I have been writing more about my life and some motivational quotes to get me through the day.
Something has been missing though, the older I get the more, the more I realize that I need a makeover, not just physically but mentally and emotionally. I have been getting this urge to buy more makeup and new clothes, clothes that show my body, at least the silhouette and not T and A. I want a blend of Lupita N’yongo ,Michelle Obama, and Marilyn Monroe, I know that’s a stretch but their wardrobes are magnificent.
I’ve noticed that many of these beauty and style bloggers are so young 18-25 and here comes my almost old ass coming in starting a blog. Then I had a moment, you are as old as you feel and I feel 21 years old so I’m going to keep blogging and I’m going to add beauty and whatever else I want to add on this blog and I’m going to have a good time doing it. I wasted the past six-seven years back in my small country town wondering when my life is going to start and that’s where I fucked up. I waited and didn’t attempt live my life to the best of my abilities and that’s not a way to live.
So what are your doubts in blogging?
What are your fears?