Help Me God

Am I in love with pain?
Why do I keep coming back to the pain?
I know he’s no good for me and I still try to be involved with someone who makes me crazy.
Maybe it comes from the pain my father passed on to me by lack of love and affection and not taking responsibility as a parent. That lack of attention from my father has made me want attention from men I know aren’t essential to my spiritual growth. I have to take accountability for not paying attention to peoples snake ways. I pray that I do better and that God removes all negative and harmful people out of my life.

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