To think outside the box you got to have like minded people to support you. Its hard to do try something different when you have people around you who rule and regulate the main things you need to grow. Its like having the soil, the fertilizer, the plant pot, but no water and no seeds. I feel like I’m lion locked in a cage in the jungle, the key is outside the door but my arm is broken. I don’t have a problem with helping people, I do have a problem with being taken advantage of. I feel like I’m being taken advantage of and I feel like I’m going to have to take some drastic measures to prove a point. I know people are going to be upset with me but I’m fuckless.